So many of us are having challenges in these hard times. But it is good, He is giving us opportunity to grow in Him. Our circumstances are merely tools He uses to show us the war that rages within us: Will we choose Life or death?
A. When I have found myself unable to do what I know I should do in this moment, it is often because I have forgotten two things:
- He is the Almighty Creator (and I am not) and my Loving Father and worthy of my all.
- I am to ALWAYS thank Him, in all things and for all things.
B. When I find an area where I have chosen to be thankful to my Creator, yet I consistently struggle with it, it is because I am believing a lie.
I know that all sounds so simple, it is; but not so easy. He gives us the understanding of what we are to do, how we are to do it, and the strength to do it as we look to Him and His Word.
Biblical background: In any situation, at it s heart, we have only 2 options: Life or Death.
Deu 30:15 See, I have set before thee this day life and good, and death and evil;
Romans 1:16-32 clearly describes the steps into depravity that follow our choice of death. Notice, however that prior to the decision, He has clearly declared Himself and His eternal power in His creation, both surrounding us and with in us. That is the level ground for each situation. He has declared Himself to all, and allowed us the free will to decide what to do with that declaration. We choose death and depravity when we observe His creation and know that the Eternal, Almighty Creator exists, yet we:
- do not glorify Him (acknowledge that He exists and is worthy of all honor, praise and worship)
- are not thankful.
Rom 1:18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness; 19 Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them. 20 For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse: 21 Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.
Psalm 100:3-4 verses are parallel to Romans 1:21. We first acknowledge that He is the Almighty Creator, then respond in joyful thanksgiving for all He has done and praise Him for all He is!
Psa 100:3 Know ye that Yahweh he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.
Psa 100:4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.
Psa 100:5 For Yahweh is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.
Notice that the setting of Psalm 100 is one of a castle, with Yahweh being the Lord of that castle, and we His sheep peacefully grazing in His the fields. Imagine as we, the sheep, look over the horizon. This time we see not a peaceful pastoral, but a threatening cloud of dust, a sure sign that the knights of the enemy are heading towards us (the post office imploding, for instance). We can make one of two choices: Life or death.
We can stand in the field mesmerized by the fearful sight, wondering what we should do. But really, how long will a sheep last against the weapons of war in the hands of a well trained enemy? Or
We can remember our Loving Creator and Shepherd and run with thanksgiving through the gates of the fortress He has prepared for our protection.
This is Life: to choose to acknowledge that He is the Creator, that we are not, and to choose to be thankful.
Choosing Life sounds so simple: we just choose to be thankful to our Creator. But it is not so easy. We are to be abounding in thanksgiving In all things, For all things, with all that we do, as we watch in unceasing prayer. There is never a time when we are not to be thankful. Ouch.
Ephesians 5:20 Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;
Philippians 4:6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
Colossians 1:12 ¶Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light:
Colossians 2:7 Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.
Colossians 3:15 And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful.
Colossians 3:17 And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.
Colossians 4:2 ¶Continue in prayer, and watch in the same with thanksgiving;
1 Thessalonians 5:17 Pray without ceasing.
1 Thessalonians 5:18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.
Thanksgiving is a spiritual thermometer: it is the measure of His Life in us. By the time we are aware that we have chosen death, our hearts and minds are already under the influence of the forces of death. Any area of our lives where we find we are not thankful, we will find death. Our hearts and minds will be veiled in a fog of death, unable to see Truth. We will fall into the patterns of His enemies, as Pharoah and the King of Babylon did, rather than seeking His will, we will assert our own.
Exodus 15:9 The enemy said, I will pursue, I will overtake, I will divide the spoil; my lust shall be satisfied upon them; I will draw my sword, my hand shall destroy them ( “my lust shall be satisfied upon them” infers: I will satisfy my lust upon them)
Isaiah 14:13 For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: 14 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.
I will, I want, I think, I feel… That is all we have known all our lives! It is what we expressed as infants, descendents of Adam and Eve, whose spirit died in the fall. All we know is to decide our ‘will’ by our thoughts or be led by our feelings, with no inclination of consulting Him. Our thoughts are vain, unprofitable, void of Truth, void of Life, void of Him. Our feelings are only a twisted shadow of the heart He created. To live by them is death!
Romans 8:13 For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. 14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God. 15 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.
We are so used to being dead, choosing death, that we make excuses for it, even think of it as ‘normal’ or ‘human’; it is the way we were made. But that is all LIES! We were created in His image! We were created to Live, to commune with Him! To choose death is Treason against the Almighty King of all kings! It is the tragedy of the ages! It surrounds us, it has invaded our beings; we are so accustomed to it, so numbed by it, so bound by it. How can we break free of such heavy bondage? What are we to do? He created a way of escape in His Son, through His Spirit.
Isa 61:1 The Spirit of Almighty Yahweh is upon me; because Yahweh hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; 2 To proclaim the acceptable year of Yahweh, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn; 3 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of Yahweh, that he might be glorified.
He desires to give us a garment of praise in place of that spirit of heaviness. Notice though, that we cannot wear both! We can choose to accept His gift. We can choose to lay aside our own thoughts and feelings, we can choose to put on His garment of praise and we can choose to offer to Him a sacrifice of praise! Notice though, that we cannot wear both!
Jeremiah 33:11 …bring the sacrifice of praise into the house of Yahweh.
Hebrews 13:15 By him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually, that is, the fruit of our lips giving thanks to his name.
As we praise Him, He comes, for He inhabits the praises of His people.
Psalms 22:3 But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel.
When He comes, He, Himself, presents us faultless before His presence.
Jude 1:24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy,
In that moment, death flees, deception fades, and Truth prevails, and we experience a bit of His presence. We see as He sees: our own thoughts are worthless, our feelings deceitful; we deceive even our own selves.
Psalms 94:11 Yahweh knoweth the thoughts of man, that they are vanity.
Isaiah 55:8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith Yahweh. 9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?
James 1:26 If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man’s religion is vain.
As we offer to Him the sacrifice of praise, the chains of deception and depravity fall away, we become free.
Free to see the Truth that He is the Almighty Creator and we are not;
free to understand that we are the sheep of His pasture, and not the lord of the castle;
free to enter His gates with thanksgiving, even as the army of the enemy appears on the horizon;
free to enter the court of the King of kings with praise, even as the noise of the battle surrounds us,
free to stand in awe in the presence of our Eternal Father,
free to run into His arms of loving protection, as His child;
free to grow, free to be all that He created us to be.
In that instant, we experience Life. We begin to desire it, to desire to be in His presence, to desire Him. We are like a newborn whose eyes are beginning to focus, to recognize their Father and get a glimpse of what they were created to be. It is awesome.
But it is only the beginning. Now, growth can begin. We begin to see how deeply we desire our own way, to have what we want to have, to do what we want to do, to control our world, our lives, our family and friends so that all is the way we want it to be…. In short, we see that we, in so very much of our lives, have lived as if we were the god of our own lives, we have taken a control that is to be His, that we surrendered to Him when we gave Him our lives. We begin to understand that it is treason. We sense how terrified we are to relinquish that which was never intended to be ours, and to do what we were created to do: to abandon ourselves to the Love of the One Who made us.
We begin to see that we are double minded: We say we want what He wants, but more often, we act out that we want what we want.
James 1:8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
We begin to understand that this makes us unstable, unfaithful, unable to obey, unable to Live. Yet, we are not without hope and help.
James 4:8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded.
His Word commands that I am to purify (make clean or sanctify) my heart! How can that be?
John 15:3 Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.
Eph 5:25 Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; 26 That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, 27 That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. 28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.
Act 15:8 And God, which knoweth the hearts, bare them witness, giving them the Holy Ghost, even as he did unto us; 9 And put no difference between us and them, purifying their hearts by faith. Romans 10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.
2 Corinthians 7:1 ¶Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
(When there is a Therefore, look to the verses just prior to it to find what it is There for! The verses just prior to this are: 2Co 6:14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? 16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you, 18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
1 Peter 1:22 Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently:
Three times He tells us that it is His Word that washes through us, sweeping away the lies and deceptions of death, cleansing us, purifying our hearts. So often we say we do not read His Word because we don’t understand ,we don’t remember, we don’t get a revelation, we don’t think anything changed. There is a time to study and search for understanding, to take notes and remember, to listen for revelation, to seek sudden indisputable change. This is not the purpose now. We have seen that we are double-minded and our hearts are hard, full of deception and lies that must be washed away. How long must our rock of a heart sit in the river of His Word before the impurities are washed away in this one area? He alone knows, but it does not often happen quickly. I have found several things to be very helpful:
- Reading His Word every day.
- Listening to His Word throughout each night (great use for an mp3 player loaded with His Word)
- Listening to His Word during the day. If I have previously listened to a teaching, hymn, etc. and know that it is scriptural, I may listen to these as I work throughout the day. Sometimes they become background noise, but studies have shown that this is often how we learn best, just letting it sink in sub-consciously.
- Studying His Word each Sabbath.
- Searching His Word for answers during the week.
This will not be the last time we face this. Sanctification is a journey through the mansion of your heart. He knocks at the door of your heart and you allow Him into your well kept living room. After a bit, He asks you to open the door to the next room. Each time you allow Him in His gaze will burn out the debris, His Word will wash away the filth, … Some times it is the soothing relief of finally feeling clean, but more often it can feel more like a wire brush digging into your flesh to get out the imbedded stones of your heart. But always, if you let Him do His work, when He has turned all that mess to good, you will see that searing of the burning, the agony of the brushing, all that pain and suffering is nothing compared to the treasure He has given to you.
After a brief respite to enjoy what He has made of all that festering mess, He will point out another room with more hurts, lies and deception hiding behind the door. You will never come to the end, there will always be another door to open, another room to yield to Him. That is part of the adventure of life. You will, however become more comfortable with the process. That does not mean that it will hurt less, in fact it may well hurt more as you go. What it does mean is that as you learn to trust Him, to trust that even the excruciating pain of cleansing is His Love, loving you out of death into Life, the end will be not just be worth all the heartache and pain, but it will be priceless, beyond compare, making the trials and sorrow seem as nothing. There is no treasure more valuable than what He has in store for you. May you choose Life!